Beige walls form clouds of dust and aluminum.
Translucent flames drift into my eyes.
A shallow fall to serenity welcomes my soul.
Graciousness separates the luscious, as well as the surprised.
A PonderingIf one's progression issues forms of extermination, are they to move forward, regardless?
Salt, seeds, and endless evenings are details which brew writings of certainty, although, such are not received as perceived.
And if the curtains were to silence themselves, and the pests retreat without a publishing, would I ensure tranquility?
Ponderings present themselves adequately; wisdom.
Such is drawn with impossibility's red ink, my child.
A permanent, pleasing thought of opposites lingers pleasantly among the eyeless cattle.
Polishing exists eternally - cease not your composition, my dear.
EtherealI rest nearest the platforms of arctic air.
Motionless, and without remorse.
Upon doves of grey feathers, my spoken phrases glide.
A plentiful silence graces the frozen soil - tranquility.
My ashen palms emit auras of depth and demise.
Furthermore, my placement progresses.
Rains to cleanse.
Glasses to gleam.
Patience swallows its pride.
ObservationEyes of my own engulf frozen soils.
The lingering poisons disrupt a common thought.
Salvation encrusts itself namelessly and without praise.
Similarities peak formally, and also without doubt.
Contentment of rosewater.
Such blend amusement throughout one's veins.
Quarters of fabric.
Solace desires puss, as do noiseless rains.
.Beauty.Collagen dresses marketed through mirrors-
Of bubbles and acceptable measurements-
Supplement my spreading titles-
As I ensure beautification-
Throughout oceans of creams-
Toxicities of stitches-
Powders of plastics-
A Constructive KingdomArise from the dusts, my child.
(Compositions reign highly in your favour of trust.)
String along your tattered visions.
(Ponderings of certainty shall play fairly in your court.)
Wishful bliss shall construct your jester.
(Tattered, prideful, and negating a conscience.)
Gluttonous proportion shall construct your king.
(Ignorant, lustful, and without hesitation.)
Desire and irritability shall construct your queen.
(Sociable, liable, and turning from dreams.)
And you, my dearest, shall initiate a cause.
(Tallest, purest, and with termination of flaws.)
Ponder your being, and grasp tightly your claws.
For I rest as the damned, and thrive as what was.
A BreathUpon mists and clouds my slumber is solemn.
Unspoken words drift further from myself, as well as stability.
Carelessness, perhaps? Interests stolen and bound?
A deterioration from within instructs my movement.
Ambitions which once were have developed into endless dust and waste.
Thriving plottings exist now as piles of flesh and ash.
Emotion has driven itself into the darkened Earth and its components.
The winds have placed their seeds, and I am to host their development.
Noiseless portions have drowned themselves within my palms.
Comforting rays toward a predicament of serenity have vanished.
Compositions of initial doubt have blossomed with grey petals.
An eternal existence thrives needlessly without necessity.
And throughout a swallow composed of reflections and rhyme, my mists and clouds glide as tranquility.
Sands and soils which sit beneath - from them I shall drift.
As a pinnacle, unspoken words shall hold their tongues.
The depths compose I.
HellDance with the soulless bleeding needles, and thou shall discover a clear way into Hell.
To damnations elegant and skulls of blackness, a door to beyond the wishing well.
Eternities of bloodied fire streaming across the ancient skies, seconds with pain and separation of organs, thou shall lose all except your lies.
To voids of panicked tears, to voids of lost exclamation, your patience shall waste here as will your concentration.
Stencils deep of reigning powers, stencils bent of quieted sound, elimination and survival are key; prepare your voice for the coming ground.
LatreuophobiaI wash off sick-sweet orange lipstick in front of a mirror as dusty as gothic romances. It tastes like oblivion, that is to say, like nothing my tongue can detect.
The door opens with a creak no private restroom could emulate. Some chick with blue bobbed hair and smeared eyeliner. I looked like that once. Ten years ago.
Getting the beer out of my hair is harder. Some men just can't take it when I'd rather they not kiss my feet or call me an angel or-
“Dayum girl, you look like a goddess.”
I gulp, taste of acid.
Never Marry an ArtistNever Marry An Artist
Don't marry an artist. Ever.
If your heart is not one for adventure, if your mind is confined to the restrictions of reality_Then please, I beg of you, do not marry an artist.
Your mind will be doused in vibrant liquids, your eyes will be opened to new things. You'll see your life in technicolor. Shades of gray will no longer restrain you, for your will shall be guided by that of an artist. Kiss normality away, because once you marry an artist, you will become an artist one way or another.
Their ways will rub off onto you, their adventure will fill your soul, and you will never be the same again.
Never Marry a Writer.
Because they're all the same. They bear wisdom from long ago, yet they preserve it in this age.
They'll take their life and yours, and put it in a book,
Your life will no longer be your own, but the life of all those who look.
Kiss privacy away, because secrets are no longer secrets.
They're stories you see, ammo if you may. The weapons are the words
Apology..I know that it bothered you,
it's so plain to see.
And now you'll do what you have to,
just to avoid me.
Trust me, I understand.
And It's just what I'd expect.
'Cuz I hate who I am,
and so do all the rest.
I'm a stupid, rage filled, jerk,
and a psychopathic freak.
But I'll still try to make it work,
so here's my apology..
I'm sorry if I lost my grip,
sorry I lost control.
I'm sorry I'm such a piece of shit.
But please say you wont go.
I know I'm not the best of guys,
and I know that I'm no good.
But will you let me dry your eyes,
And try and be the way I should?
I can learn to open up,
and learn to cage my wrath.
'Cuz you know that no matter what,
you're my first, my only, and my last.
And I know that just "sorry"
will not be good enough.
No excuses, lies, or stories,
Not towards the girl I love.
I swear that I will fix,
all my damaged parts.
I swear and I'll do it,
to win back your heart.
If you still feel unhappy,
it'll be okay,
to hold me, hit me, or hate me.
Or even push me away..
Kaleidoscope SkyThe sky is a kaleidoscope, sunshine swirling through Van Gogh clouds and a sapphire horizon that swells like the sea. I squint and it all shifts and shakes, azure and golden light refracts off everything and nothing at all. It kind of makes me dizzy.
A shadow passes overhead and there’s a chill in the breeze that makes me shiver. A heavy cloud, a drip-drop upon my brow- I open my mouth and catch pinot noir-flavored rain on my tongue. I lick my lips and savor the taste, so curious at the buzz in my head.
I blink slow and the land turns dark- no moon or stars to light my path. Just a writhing mess of trees before me, a sudden movement from the corner of my eye.
Another shadow crosses but this one’s fast, shooting across my line of site and I feel like I should run but my body is frozen in place.
I feel like I should scream but even as my mouth gapes and I push...the sound just morphs into a trembling whisper.
A lightning strike, a crack of thunder, it
NoNo you can’t do that!
No you can’t have that!
No we can’t afford that!
No that’s not healthy for you!
No you can’t stay up that late!
No you need to loose at least five more pounds!
No that college won’t accept your lazy self!
No that’s not perfect!
No a ‘98’ can’t be your best!
No you can’t make a living from writing!
No you can’t do what you dream!
No, no, no, no, NO!
I’m so tired of ‘No’!
Yes you can just sit there like a good girl.
Yes you can eat all these protein shakes and vitamins.
Yes you can be the perfect person I want.
Yes I’ll go take a bunch of advanced classes I’ll never pass.
Yes I’ll go become an engineer like everyone else.
Yes I’ll give up on my dreams cause they’re stupid.
Is that what it w
I'm (not) okay!Everyone sometime in their life is asked, "Are you okay?" And of course, we always give the standard answer of, "Yeah, I'm fine!"
Because it is what we were taught to do. No one wants to hear "No, I'm not." because then what are we to do? We expect that same answer, so when it does not come, we fidget, we get awkward, we stutter, we don't know what to say.
And truthfully, we really don't.
How can we fix a problem we've never been met before? When everyone says they're "Just fine.", how do others expect us to react when the answer is the opposite? That's why we always say we're "Just fine." because we don't know. We're afraid. We're afraid of opening up to others and comforting others. It's not that we can't, but really, what can we do? Give a hug, get some chocolate, be there? That's a little hard to do nowadays.
Most of today's generation is stuck in front of a computer screen, with most of their friends half way around the world. How do you expect us to comfort you
Her voiceI hear her voice
She screams my name
She is angry against me
I pray to relieve my pain
She punishes my mistakes
She wants my suffering
I pray for my forgiveness
She wanted a true love
The only thing that I have given is a lie
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Shattered StarsBroken glass shines under streetlamps like glittering stars,
Like distant lights from far away,
Pulled from their seat in the heavens,
What force could of pulled these stars from their places?
Razor sharp beauty, glittering like forsaken diamonds,
Dashed apon the ground.
Refracted a thousand times,
In the tiny mirrors,
Each with it's own reflection,
A thousand copies of me in the glass.
As I leave, the shards twinkle behind me.
Shattered stars smashed apon the concrete.
ShapersSome say our lives our shaped
by our actions, and only,
by our actions.
What if I told you,
that our lives are shaped,
by the things we haven't said.
Our lives are shaped,
by the things we were too
scared to do.
Our lives are shaped,
by the decisions we never made,
and by the consequences that never came.
Our lives are shaped,
Talk to me.
Tell me what shattered your heart inside.
Your heart is beating, yet, you're not alive.
You're hearing, yet, you're not listening.
You've become a black shadow.
I can see the demons in your eyes.
Your eyes have glazed over.
Your life is coming to an end.
But yet, you're still healthy, still alive.
You smile to hide your pain.
But you're slowly dying inside.
You keep saying 'I'm fine', when I know you're not.
You tell me 'it's just a phase. Don't worry'
But I've never worried so much before.
You're like a leaf
Your beauty slowly withering away, unbeknownst to everyone around you.
Soon, you're going to fall from the tree, and hit the ground.
People will walk over you, ignoring how much pain they've caused your heart.
But hold on.
It gets better, I promise.
Your heart will beat once again.
I'm hoping for a sign of life.
I'm watching for those eyes to fill with joy, like they used to be.
I beg you with all my heart.
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