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The Weary SoulsThe Weary Souls
The weary souls, the wretched souls, listen to them speak.
The tales they tell of far and beyond, all stories told to keep.
Hear their whispers of forgotten times, some old and beyond, some new.
Mentioned first, never mentioned last, for they always speak of you.
The Lost HomeWelcome to the lost home, where all live inside.
Lost and found, some see you now, some try to hide.
On the walls we keep their secrets, bottled up in jars of mystery.
But now you see us, now you don't, it's all simplistic history.
Come into Room Eleven, where we keep the lost and found.
Walls built of children, see them squirm, they had not one chance, not one single turn.
Will you forgive them, give them time?
Or will you make them ours, maybe even mine?
No, you won't, you'll leave them behind, just like you did when they were yours, not mine.
Unloved AngelUnloved angel, whom I must say indeed, you look quite ethereal, though you are considered a weed.
A weed with divine power, and the ability to outthink, you can simply make the flowers wilt and shrink.
A weed with truly hypnotic eyes, that glare and pierce the dead who rise.
Creating truths that cannot be lied, how you kill so many who are frightened inside.
Painting stories and crushing all, watch them run, watch them fall.
And here you are, chained to your sins, farewell dear one, rest well within.
FarewellCrackle, crackle, watch my bones break.
Watch my eyes melt, and heart slowly shake.
See my skin peel from my face, for now begins the endless race.
The race with death, the one I won't win.
For I am too weak, too brittle and thin.
Say farewell for me, to no one I ask.
Except for the one behind the mask.
Such heartless creatures, who learn to lie.
They do not care if you happen to die.
Only focusing on what they like best, they either forget or shun the rest.
They disgust us, they do, with their pathetic souls.
As a matter of fact their souls have left, and all that remains is a simple brain.
A brain that allows them to simply stain.
Stain the planets who were deemed sane.
Alas, the race shall hopefully fall, for nothing lasts forever, nothing at all.
Remove yourself from the past, save the grief you've caused me, at last.
Please go away and save your blabber, it can be mentioned during another case.
I ask you kindly to stab your own throat, for your words mean nothing if said out of place.
Admit your failures, admit your faults, you existence annoys me and I'm through with your soul.
Please (Don't) Hate MeIf I told you a lie
But it made you smile
Would it still be a sin?
If I opened the door
But turned you away
Would you still come in?
If I sliced my skin
But it didn't hurt
Would it still be wrong?
If I acted all brave
But couldn't face it
Would I still be strong?
If I tied my noose
Around a tree's open arms
Would it be an embrace?
If I left tonight
And begged you stay
Would you still give chase?
If I committed sin
But hurt nobody
Would I be welcome above?
If I do something you hate
But only for your good
Could it still be true love?
A Monster's Plea for MercyYou're too close
Too close for comfort
I don't need your help
Stay way from me
I'll only hurt you
Not just once
But many times
Til' you feel broken
Just like me
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
I can't stop
In the end
I'll kill you
Slowly and painfully
I don't want to
To hurt all of you
Like I hurt myself
But I want to stop
Though I really can't
Make it stop
Make it stop....
Alone I BreakI need to wake up
I've been oblivious for too long
Just open my eyes
Though all along
I've known that I was wrong
I pushed everyone away
Wouldn't open up to anyone
I'm so broken up inside
I can't keep acting like I'm strong
When did I become addicted
To punishing myself
Purposely contracting sickness
So I can ruin my health
Then make myself believe
That its the fault of someone else
But I've known all along
I built this hell for myself
Is this what I want
To die all alone
Bathed in this darkness
Feeling cold to the bone
Its easy to picture my death
Maybe I've just always known
I'll die on my own
With my sins left unatoned
A Letter to GodDear God
I'm looking at the sky....and I wonder if you're there
I'm tired..lost..completely broken...and I wonder if you care
I'll admit....I've always doubted if you're real
But I'm here praying to the heavens....you can take away the pain I feel
But..its not just me..I see suffering everywhere
People who just dream of dying..who wish that you'd be there
And these people are so nice...they're like Angels from the earth
But everyday they hurt so much..they wish their parents had never given birth
See God, that I just can't understand
Where are you when all these people need a helping hand
Everywhere.I see..just the good people getting hurt
Everyday asking for a grave...for their hearts are already buried in the dirt
And the people filled with greed....why do they succeed
When all these angels hurt themselves...watching themselves bleed
I'll be here....everyday.. praying to you, God
Hoping that you'll help the angels...from being buried in the sod
And even though I'm not an angel..I hop
True RomanceDo you know how much it hurts...to picture you with someone else
To only have your best friend...and have to believe the stories that she tells
And just hate it when she tells me...that you've forgotten about me
That for the first time you feel....that you're actually happy.
Her words hurt like daggers.. draining all the blood from my veins.
It hurts to know you'll never say my name again. How can you pretend I never mattered.
I treated you like you were my king....I thought I was your queen.
Hearing you were never happy with us is just obscene.
And its mean...to have your friend keep posting those pictures on my screen
But what hurts most is seeing you have a smile...better than any I had ever seen
You never smiled that way with me...I've never seen you so serene
And just...seeing your eyes gleam..still the perfect blend of blue and green
Makes me fall back on old routines...thinking back on memories...
The memorys play in my head like a favorite song
Holding OnI'm here standing by my phone
Just waiting for you to miss me
Hoping you'll come back
For thing to go back to how they used to be
But It seems that up to now
I'm the only one who's missing
I've heard about it all
From moving on to that boy that you've been kissing
Now it seems like so long ago
That your eyes belonged only to me
Those days seem so far gone
More like fairy-tale than memory
Why Can't I let go
Why keep causing myself pain
Was it the way your eyes would always shine
Or the way that you'd pronounce my name
I really don't know
Why I'm sill holding on
But I need something to help me realize
That you're already gone
What I can't understand
Is that even though our story ended long ago
It was so easy to fall in love
But feels impossible to let you go
A Dream of FlyingI wished that I could fly
Into the great big blue sky
With the hawks and eagles
Pigeons, doves and seagulls
Above the world of dirt and trees
Soaring over the clouds and seas
Searching for the perfect height
In the clouds to spend the night
Resting my head upon the soft grass
To see the dream end in a flash
I woke on the soft sheets of cotton
It was a dream never to be forgotten
That night was sweet and lasted forever
I could never wish for a better dream
And that is the end or so it seems
Cupid's RevengeWhats with me?....I just can't get rid of this frown
And this sorrow keeps swimming in this liquor...and it just wont seem to drown
Proclaimed to be the King of this game...but I've seem to of lost my crown
Because every time I decide to give "Love" another shot..I keep getting shot down
Maybe Cupid is mad for all the hearts that I've Broken
Maybe his wrath is What I have awoken
Well It seems that his goal is to make sure that my heart becomes shattered
And make sure that all the pieces are scattered
Maybe that's why He wont let me have any girl that to this heart actually mattered
The one girl that I love is becoming estranged
And I'm sure it must be all because of Cupid's Revenge
Making our story be like Romeo and Juliet..must be his way to avenge
To give me a perfect girl..who easily takes away my breath
Just to realize..I can only have her..If we have a tragic death
DreamlandWake up, little girl, wake up.
The dream you've created is crumbling..
The life you're leading isn't real.
Your memories are nothing but lies.
Look beyond the window.
Sneak a peak into this reality;
this isn't some lovely paradise.
This is Hell on Earth.
I'm sorry, precious child.
I wish you didn't have to see the decay.
I never wanted you to witness
how cruel life truly is.
You can't go back to sleep,
you can't forget what you've learned.
The knowledge will stay with you from now on.
You can't go back to innocence.
The EndDig your nails into your skin, feel their harshness crawl within.
Scratch and tear the flesh apart, for here begins a fresh new start.
See the pink, the red, and the blue, grab a knife, you know what to do.
Remove the organs, hear the tears, scream and wail for further repairs.
And now you're down to your heart, tear it out to end and restart.
ViolinI remember the day
you told me violins
were strung with cat gut
and that is why
you hated music
(who says that to a child?)
I followed you
all that summer.
I watched you
grow away from mother -
your whiskey held better conversations
and all she did was cry.
We'd sit cross-legged on the porch
and count the horseflies
settling on our lunch.
You would drown tadpoles
in a bucket
surprised they could not swim
and I would dream
of cherry popsicles.
And when night would gather
on the sidewalk
I'd hold my breath
until a star appeared.
Don't bother making wishes
you'd tell me -
stars are dead weight in heaven
and God has cloth ears.
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